♥Thursday, November 11, 2010
Arggggggghhhhhh!!
Frustrated now.
Ergh!
Why always me she will nagged at??
Why must me??
Ibu was so BIAS towerds me.
Really BIAS!
I hate her.
Biler aqu maen com,
Ibu always said "kaw asyik maen com aje"
Bt biler part adeq?
She will never said anytink towerds her.
I still remember,
she said to me.
Nnt biler ibu ader duet, ibu belikn kakak headphone same cm adeq.
Tp 1 bende pn aqu tk pernah dpt.
Setakat hp 5800 ajer. Tuhh pn baru nie kali aqu mntk.
Tuhh pn beli hp nie de kate hp kakak la nie mhl sgt.
Hmm.
I only asked ferr dis hp.
I never asked ferr anitink else sia.
Wad am i in this house????
Everytink that i want will always be the werd "cannot".
My shirt, my beg, my pants and everyting.
Is my MONEY.
Not THEIR money.
They will never give me a sgl cents if i was to asked them.
They will said "NO" to me.
If thats the case,
why should i stay in this house???
Hmph!
I can only write in this blog.
Cause no one will understand how i feel.
♥Monday, November 8, 2010
Hey there . Have fun outing with my 2 frens . Shazz and eyma . hehe . Tenx ekh korg tk kasy aqu kua kt PL . haha ! Pegy jemputan abg nyer fia kawen . hehe . Afia da dpt kakak ipar la seyh . k nie tk penting . hehe. Den met my hubby and ny bro Israul . they sent me bacq home. hehe . Sowie darlink lau td b tkde mood psl td abi mcm mrh kt bb . sowie . syg . hehe . kk . will be going out with my sistas and bros on tues . cant wait la . weeeeeee~~~~ till here den . bye !
♥Sunday, November 7, 2010
After a few months using 5800,
Finally. Sold!
Haha.
I'd sold it at TPY.
$180. Bt it is an export phone.
Worth it rite?? Haha!
kk. Finish bout dis.
Having fun wif my boncii. Boncii.
Hehe. Tens ferr d KFC treat dear.
Den off to TPY to sell my fone.
Went bacq. Go makan lg.
Its my macdonald. hehe.
Erm.
Need fast cash lurh.
Wanna deco my bedroom.
Woah! Israul will build a stage ferr my bedroom.
Change my bedroom colour . Valentine pink and sweet pink.
Sooo lovely rite. I noe. No need to tell. Hehe.
Tenx bro!
Am i a quiet gurl dis few days??
Am i nort being myself dis past few days???
I just never realised it.
Erm. Day-dreaming?? I just dunnoe.
Sorry guys ferr nort entertain lyke before.
I just dunnoe wad happen to me.
Im changed! It's good for me rite??
Hmm. Dunnoe lurh.
Hurrrrrghhhhhhh!!
Sleepy lurh. Den stop here ok.
Will post again nex tyme.
Toodles!
♥Friday, November 5, 2010
Ferst of all,
Tankiu fer helping me clean my room today.
HubbyandRizal.
haha!
FUN!
Lots af rubbish inside my room.
hehe.
Luckily they came to lend their hand.
Malas la nk kemas bilek actually.
hehe.
Next stop....
toot-toot!!!!
Abang's room.
hehe.
Have fun cleaning in my abg's room.
haha!
cnfrm bnyk barang kene buang.
haha!
But have to wait for BONCIT to come.
cnfrm late punyer.
kk.
Stop here.
will be posting again later.
♥Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Dear Allah,
Pls protect me from all sorts of evil thgy dat people wiil do to me in this werld.
Give me strength.
Dun let me give up in wadever thgy im duin now.
Cause eu always by my side.
Dun let them harm me.
Protect me dear Allah.
Thankiu dear god for hearing my heart.
Dear tears.
Pls dun drop again.
Cause i knew dat im a strong person.
I dun easily give up in wadever thgy dat im duin now.
I dun easily drop my tears.
Im a strong girl.
I can do it.
Dun easily give up in wadever thgys eu are duin now.
Stand straight.
Dun luk back.
Tink positive.
Syuhada can du it!
Insyaallah!
Dear dreams,
Pls dun appear 'HIS' face in my dream again.
Im scared to see 'HIS' face again.
His the most obnoxious guy on earth dat i ever had!
I regret knowing eu brat.
I will hate eu fer the entire of my lyfe.
I wont forgive eu easily.
Even if eu beg me saying "Im Sorry".
I will NEVER EVER forgive YOU!
Cause you had heart my feelings way too much.
and now,
I will never luk back.
Dun you ever dare search fer me again.
Cause im nort Syuhada that once eu knew.
Im a knew Syuhada.
I will change ferr the better.
I wont easily cry NOR give up.
I will soon be half part of someone dat I LOVE most.
Goodbye to the old memories
Welcome the new lyfe.
I will throw all yr disguisting thgy dat eu once gave me.
and all our memories i had erased
Dun ever regret wad eu had done to me.
Cause one day sumone else will do to you same as eu did to me!
Now,
I want to turn a new leaf.
I love someone dat love me so much.
He had been motivate me wen im down.
I LOVE YOU so much dear.
Thank you ferr everitink.
I will love you throughout my lyfe.
2 years,
we will be engage.
Insyaallah!
I LOVE YOU FAWAAID!
